You Were Always on My Mind

..::maybe i didn't treat u quite as good as i should've, maybe i didn't love u quite as often as i could've, little things i should have done, i just never took the time::.. ..::you were always on my mind, you were always on my mind::.. ..::maybe i didn't hold u all those lonely, lonely nights, and i guess i never told u i'm so happy that ur mine, if i made u feel second best, i'm so sorry, i was blind::.. ..::you were always on my mind, you were always on my mind::..

sad

so today was the last day of school at the school i was attending (along with most of my other classmates) and i am so flippin sad......i didn't think i would miss my friends this much...but i really am so if any of my friends read this and they are going to go to a different school next year i just want you all to know i love you more than you really think...i love all my friends going to the same school to but ya know what i mean ~~

Today

This is my very first attempt at creating a BLOG. I don't know who will be interested in reading this, but here goes anyway. Today was a beautiful day with temps in the high 80's but they was a constant breeze which made it very comfortable. I am feeling blessed because my health is constantly improving after a few months of no energy and just not feeling well. I have been pondering my 4th step so I have been doing alot of self-evauluation lately which is never easy. I asked The Lord to reveal to me areas of my life that are detremental to my recovery, my marriage, and my walk with Him. I will be writing these down as soon as I can face them and list them. La 3:40 Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the LORD. I have to get up early to go to a family reunion on my Father-In-Law's side which I am looking forward to meeting them all.

Forumleed

Sinds een half jaar reageer en post ik dagelijks op het NCRV forum stand.nl . Er spelen zich vermakelijke maar ook felle discussies af waar ik mij graag in meng. Als je een tijdje op zo'n forum meedraaid en goed oplet zie je een hoop irritatiesmaar ookverborgen vriendschappen. Je raakt ook op de hoogte van geschorste forummers en de nieuwe nick die ze hebben aangenomen hoewel dat een precaire aangelegenheid is in de nabijheid vanalmachtige moderators. Die laten regelmatig merkenmenselijk te zijn door personen die de dezelfde politieke smaak hebben als de moderators te bevoordelen. Nou ja, dat hoort er bij en maakt dat je voorzichtig en omzichtig te werk moet gaan als je afwijkende meningen verkondigd. Voor sommige forummers heb je meteen symphatie terwijl je anderen meteen kan schieten, dat hoort er bij dat maakt dat je een reden hebt om je argument met vuur te verdedigen. Het is alleen bloed en bloed vervelend als er mensen zijn die denken dat de maatschappelijke positie die ze in het dagelijkse leven bekleden ook op een forum importantie heeft. Het zijn meestal de mensen die louter vallen over stijl en de cynische wijze waarop ik ze benader. Verder dan dat en basale wijsheden komen ze niet ze hebben geen humor en ontberen elke creativiteit. Gelukkig zijn er veel typetjes die het telkens weer leuk maken om een draadje te openen. Ik mis mijn vriendin Tsedek die van de aarde verdwenen lijkt te zijn. Maar zo schijnt dat op fora normaal te zijn, ze gaan en ze komen en dat is ook normaal want het kost best veel tijd. Gek, je kent iemand helemaal niet en toch wel een beetje. Gek dat je op 1 of andere manier toch hecht aan al die typetjes, zelfs aan die etters die je het bloed onder je nagels vandaan halen. Het is soms net een famileverjaardag met lui die je liever niet zou zien maar voor de beleefdheid wel gedag moet zeggen en een weerzien met je liefste neefjes en nichtjes. Weer zo'n mooie ontwikkeling die door het internet mogelijk is geworden en dat is wel het mooie van deze tijd. Er wordt steeds meer mogelijk met de computer en het einde is volgens mij nog lang niet in zicht. Ik ben met mijn dochtertje naar sail geweest en het kind begreep er eigenlijk niets van, tja wat weet een meisje van 6 van de VOC en de hollandse zee geschiedenis...ik heb geprobeerd het een beetje uit te leggen maar toen ze naar een rubberbootje wees en zei dat ze dat eigenlijk de mooiste vond wist ik dat ik jammerlijk gefaald heb. Het varen vond ze leuk maar waarom het nou zo druk moest zijn ontging haar volgens mij. Na de rondvaarttrip wilde ze linea recta naar huis omdat er pakjes dubbelfris in de ijskast lagen die mama nooit koopt. Ze wilde zelfs niet naar' de Mek' zoals ze macdonalds altijd afkort. Pap hoe wisten ze vroeger waar ze waren als ze op zee zaten? vroeg ze toen ik alweer zat te forummen. Dat konden ze berekenen met een sextant antwoorde ik terwijl ik een uitleg probeerde te formuleren die het kind zou begrijpen. Ik was nog niet uitgesproken voordat ze zei maar nu gaat alles met computers he pap? Ja schat gaf ik toe hoewel ik nog een hele uiteenzetting over navigatie in petto had. Mooi zei ze resoluut dan hoef ik dat van die sextant niet te weten. Mama vind mij toch te klein voor sex. Drink je dubbelfris ook maar op wijsneus dacht ik met mijn mond vol tanden...

Saaaalucitaaa

mandenme saluditos por que me rajaron una bubi y toy en recuperacion... si ya se muchas gracias a los que se ofrecen a darme terapia de rehabilitacion pero noooo muchas gracias no necesito masajitos ni sobaditas ni nada por el estilo de todas formas se les agradece la atencion ok muchos besos a todos.... byeeee knela SALUCITA tu que puedes compaye por que toy recien tajada asi que nou pouder cheve in mi

yesterday and last weekend lol

hey, so. friday i had to go to work with my dad...i made $40...well actually more like 50 cuz i worked a few hours a different day...so yeah and then i went to the fair for a little while. haha zo i saw u parking cars..but ya no by the time we parked and everything u were gone...u gotta stop avoiding me! lol jkjk. i wanted to go on freak out, but i kinda ran out of tickets!after that i went up north. saturday was really boring nothing happened up there except that my cousin kristina came over but she only stayed for a few minutes. then sunday kristina and logan and ethan came over again...lol ethan is such a cutie!! he's only 2 and i'm like on of his favorite ppl lol i call him my half boyfriend...cuz he's so little he's like half a person...lol. so yeah and my cousin billy and his gf sarah came over and billy proposed to her and stuff so now they're engaged. and then monday wedrove to wisconsin dells and my dad and brothers went to noah's ark and me and my mom and my grandma went shopping!! lol i could not find anything that i wanted until i got to this one awesome store...and i kinda bought a whole outfit! it's Bebe...its pretty sweet lol. but it kinda cost $80..its this white skirt and black top and a white jacket..i love it lol. ifu were at the game u saw it. that was pretty funny tho lol kelsey! we were the special ones that were invited in! lol. thats so funny that all the guys (at least most of them)are on our side...its great lol. but now we have this messed up conflict with zo..it sucks! this is getting pretty long so yeah i better go! lyl! -Alyssa

I shall call him Squishy and he shall be called Squishy and he will be my Squishy!!!

Hi guys!!!!!! It's Audrey again, and only on emore day till I go to the coast!!!!! Yays!!!! OH, and the "modeling" thing didn't work out, we're going to do it next week. But oh well, maybe it's for the best since I shoud finally have a decent tan by then, lol. YOu see, I got a really good one last year, but then we went in June so by the time started school again, it was gone. So this year it should last!!! yay!!!! Bu tI'll definately be back by next saturday, and I'll probably be on tomorrow. In case I'm not though, I'LL SEE YOU GUYS SOON!!!!!! Love and Peace out!!!-- Audrey

*tra la*

Im off to CYE today! Shame stoner boy couldnt come, would have been so much fun...in a completely innocent way, hehe *sighs* well it looks like im goin to miss the person i wanted to talk to before i go, which is annoying. But theres still time! tho not much...*cries/sighs* 3 weeks :-( I cant really be bothered to write much here, partly as i need to pack and stuff like that, but also cause....well just stuff. bugger. a whole month with no pity to guide me Anyways, have fun over the next week, i shall be back sometime saturday i think before i go again on sunday Pete

teenydance

last night was the teenydance at the dixon county fair, and it was my last chance to go to one! by time saturday is here they won't let me into teenydances. (eww...i just applied a skin i don't like...) anyway the teenydance was in this freakin shed barn thing and it was so hot. smelly high school boys jumped around like morons while naughty high school girls would run through the crowd holding each others' hands so they don't get seperated. and then in the corner were the slutty little 6th grade girls. one of them pinched zack's butt. wtf is up with slutty little girls? they're like 10! there were some fun moments at the teenydance though. if i go to the derby tonight with tyson, i would like to pay this time i think. i felt really naughty jumping the fence. and when we did it somebody in this KEWL group of high skewlers yelled, "YOU SNUCK IN!" and then another one yelled, "COLERIDGE SUX0R!!" And I ROFLed. Ok no I didn't ROFL. But we went and found people we knew. It something stupid to feel bad about, but I guess I really am too nice of a person with values and stuff. But then again maybe that's good. what is up with high schools in the area hating on coleridge? well, it's mostly laurel. last night everybody wanted to beat up on joe and tyson. that is so high skewl. the entire night it felt like we were being stared down. ugh. at least in college skewl people aren't so quick to judge. josh: i personally don't have a problem with you. but i think this whole laurel thing is going to bea bad idea i think when school starts. if you're reading this, at least try to be nice during school. 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Spring in Japan

Hey mom, thought Id give u a preview of the Japan youre gonna see next year (if the Sakura bloom when theyre supposed to that is). So I made an album of Spring in Yamagata or something like that. Enjoy.

Intro

Well suppose I had better give you some background. Yeah right.... Been to Brisbane and seen some of Jacs relatives..that was cool. Cool is what the weather is like here. Acually it is close to snowing?!! We went to Sea World and got the Kids some soft toys. Matthew has his Shark which has eaten everything in the house at least a dozen times...Hayley has a really soft Polar Bear. Got a bit of Duty Free stuff for the Boys Weekend coming up..Yum Yum.

Mind Tiredness

It was all great until it wasn't. It's getting challenging living here, in all senses. Need a break. Allright, it really isn't that bad, in fact it is pretty great. All we need is figuring out a way to get miss mother a little bit happier... no small challenge. Suggestions on how to make your mother happy anyone???